Who Am I For You? #2

Today i was thinking about him again, i wont to text him, but we there in a same group so its make me talk with him again, lobg time no talk with him, and i feel happy even just a little. And this night i use my braved to text hi,  not for chatting but for clarification somethin,  i really want to know about this question, so i ask him, yeah although i am not really brave but i try to be brave bcs i really wonderin,  yeah finnaly i send that messege and i ask '우리는 친구,그래?' Hah. I duno, he will answer what but if that different with my expectation its will make me know and i will not hoping anymore, i hope he reply me tomorrow and i will know his answer. 

Who Am I For You?

yah... again and again.. why? i duno too..

ya u right, today i miss him again. Ah why i should to mis him again? i already forget him for 1 month but, why suddenly i miss u again? 

Yaaa....!!! who are u? why u make me to be like this?

You know? i wont be like this, yeah i like u, and u already know it. But u still silent and like nothing happen.

What u want from me hah?!

i really dont know. why i must trapped like this.

supposing i never meet and know about u, all of these never happen and i will be alright.

Yeah maybe, i more over to conclude ur goodness, yaa u right i am like a stupid girl who love someone who never i know in real.

But, i cant to forget u quickly. Its make me mad.I try and try, still keep trying. But when i can since 2 or 3 month, suddenly u came again. and its make me wondering again "WHAT U WANT FROM ME?" "WHO AM I FOR U?", we care each other but sometimes like nothing happen. i hate it u know! why?? give me ur reason and answer me. if u like me just be ur friend its ok, but at least u tell me and i will know, even thats will make me hurt, but i already know and no hope anymore.